Neodith

I'm gonna be deleting my account here on bulbagarden and on smogon, why? Bc I don't have a use for them anymore, I am thankful for all the people here on bulbagarden for being super supportive and nice, but I think it's time for me to move on from here. Thank you bulbagaarden and smogon for being a nice safe community for me to express my feelings <3. I will delete account on Monday, March 11.

having hunger is funny, it is like playing a game with a 3 sided die and a coin toss. each side represents happy, sad, angry, the coin sides represents sad, and mad. first you roll the die, if it lands on happy, then you dont flip the coin, if it lands on sad or mad, you flip the coin, if the coin lands on mad, you get extra mad, and vice versa. example1: rolled happy. im happy, nothing to it but lightheadedness. example2: rolled mad, flip coin, got mad. im super mad. example3: rolled sad, flip coin, got mad. im sad and mad. (works vice versa too) and this all happens automatically, you cant control it. another thing, did you know that eaing is a mood thing for me? i could have skipped breakfast (sorry amaya) and be hungry for lunch, but if im not in the mood? i wont eat lunch! messed up. im messed up. i think im just shitposting at this point...

todays update: i am feeling strangely happy and light headed... hunger is a weird thing.

Sorry I haven't been posting much lately, 1 I can't think of much to post in stories and art, 2 I haven't been feeling good lately emotionally. and i've been having a serious mental battle about suicide...i haven't done it bc it'll make my family sad, but its a hard mental battle... i've been depressed lately, and i've been going through it kinda alone bc i don't ever share my feelings as i should... (sorry rant lol) i might post some art later.... if you never see me again, you'll know why... :'( i'm more active on discord tho. Deep question, do you ever know that you are loved by everyone around you, but you don't feel any of it?

Thx for the follow! I didn’t realize until I checked my “About” lol I don’t know why I didn’t get a notification. Let me return the favor!

I think, when I make Pokémon fanart, it will be a ditto disguised as that Pokémon.

so, i made like a trainer card of my fox themed team in arceus:

so, there was like this funny Pokémon meme that went like
Santa: what do you want for Christmas?
girl: a dragon!
Santa: now, now, be realistic.
girl: I want s/v to have better framerates, animation, voice acting, and faster loading time!
Santa: so, what color dragon do you want?

I got my hair cut! Now instead of it being long, thick, and super heavy, it is now super short, thick, and light!

I'm stuck, for an idea for another story.

Does anyone know how to remove badges? (I don't want to see the sobble and sprigatito fan badge anymore)

Back on the computer, I can even go to the Nintendo shop.

Oof, file selection is not supported.

This is really funny, I only get like 20min tho.

lol

I connected to the internet on my switch >, I tried to play Pokémon showdown, but it crashed, so I went here instead. It still crashed but I managed to get here! lmao

So, funny update, I connected to google on my switch, so I am going to try to play Pokémon showdown on it! lol

I'm teaching myself French!

So, something interesting about me; you know how snakes can like spray venom from their fangs? Well I'm able to spray spit? from under my tongue.
btw don't click if you don't like looking at a tongue. not gross btw (to me). Anyway I just wanted to let you know for no reason.

My heart is broken. I just learned that quagsire is NOT available in legends arceus. So very, very sad.

I use MS paint... anything else is money that I don't have.