I wish I could say I hate you.
I wish I could say I can forget everything.
I wish I could say I didnt lie to you.
You want to know this, I'll give it to you.
Cody died 4 years ago doing suicide,
My brothers: I only have one, he beats me up allot, but hasn't ever threatened to 'attack me'
My sister: Doesn't have any idea about you, has a daughter who's 3 years old, and another one the way.
I: Am actually as suicidal as Cody was before he died and more lonely, I just do whatever makes everybody the heck happy