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my sister made me watch final destination and I liked it more than I thought I would. Tonight's also the first night I'm gonna go down to the apartment complex's workout room. Now I'm kind of paranoid that somefin's gonna happen, and that movie is largely responsible for that. At least it's not still friday the 13th, then I'd be really paranoid. Oh well, I'll be fine. Probably.
friggin praying mantis flew onto my right window while I was in the mcdonald's drivethrough. I thought it was cool until it climbed on top of my car and I became paranoid it would climb through my window. Thankfully I think it left. Bizarre, I almost never see those things...
the good news is that I took morsela to the vet and she's apparently totally fine. They gave me a folder full of info about hamsters which should serve useful, and gave me the name of a site that I might be able to find a usable hamster wheel on.
the bad news is that I went to the apartment office and they said me and my sister cannot have a treadmill since we're on the second floor. This was pretty heart crushing for me, since I have a hard time going outside. I guess I'm forced to use the apartment complex's treadmills, which requires me to, well, go outside. A big reason this is such a big issue for me is because I only shave once every two or three days, because it's hard for me to shave on consecutive days because there's so little facial hair by that point that it hurts to shave. I really feel uncomfy going out in public with any facial hair whatsoever. It's true that people say it's unnoticeable literally 100% of the time, so my fears are most certainly irrational, but I still can't help but feel paranoid that somebody can tell.... v.v
I finally made it on the "most messages" list. That means I'm on all three lists; most messages, most reactions, and most points. There's only four other people to be on all three lists. Feels kinda nice~
I was just at subway. Some lady there was staring at me....I was so scared that it was because she could tell I'm a transgirl. I'm still upset about it. I keep telling myself that it was for some other reason; maybe it was because I had wet hair at the time, maybe she thought she recognized me, maybe she thought I was pretty. I really, really hope it wasn't because I'm trans....I really want to believe I pass....
so according to riki, my full legal name is "possibly the most male sounding name i've seen". Gee, thanks, riki. Unfortunately, he's not wrong. Even more reason to change my surname too and put that all behind me as much as I can. Take a torch to the past, I say. Delete it all.
I have a last name in mind, but obviously I won't be telling the majority of you people about it. I'm no bakanoid. All I shall say is that it's super lovely and fitting.