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Stardust Reverie
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  • Btw... I use the phrase "you both" as something of a pronoun. It's a bit simpler to say than using both of your names in the same sentence. It's interchangeable with "you guys".
    Hm.. but it sounds a bit condescending for some reason when I say "you both".. something I don't want. :s
    @Friends: From now on, I'm going to use this site for PM business only.

    Anything important to say that I'll be interested, then toss me a PM. Want a conversation? Please don't make it be like a "hi" or "good morning" or a "how are you," then.
    I've done what I had to, I've ruined everything and ended up being forgotten.

    I've accepted that its for the best, and its no serious matter.
    Everything tends to be a competition for me. I'm not particularly secure in the person I am by default, so I compare myself to others constantly. In this case... it's usually him, as he's the one I tend to feel the most "below". As for how shallow I am.. do I really need to answer that? Very. Definitely more than anyone you've ever met.
    I try to abandon that mindset and be nice, but I can't do so for long. My self-esteem is 0, and I don't have anything especially positive to say about myself to really counter said doubts at all. I tend to feel I do more bad things that good really. (Which probably isn't far from the truth.)
    Actually... it's always a personal choice. Based on negative reactions I've had with things. After a while, an apology stops working. I think one from me stopped working years ago. How many wrong things have I done? And what have I honestly done to remotely make up for them?
    I'm not "fun" or respectable like Scarlet is. I'm a sensitive person who hates making people angry, so I tend to elect that it's better for said people to go without me. More of a self-punishment than anything, even though I rarely feel like it goes far enough in being one.
    If you both aren't fed up with me yet, I certainly am lol..
    I left because I realized that I tend to make things unintentionally worse. I haven't the faintest idea of why sometimes, but... half the stuff I do just gets you both angry. Even when it's simply saying that I'm leaving for a bit. What's the huge problem? It shouldn't bother you two so much.. You both still have each other after all.
    *Snuggle*
    I found the entire 11Eyes anime soundtrack, it's merely a taste of what there is, meow.
    I hope my choice didn't thrill you both too much. But anyway... I'm little more than a "problem". I'd say things are always more pleasant after I sign off for the night. It's not that hard to infer. There's probably a resonant sigh of relief whenever I leave.
    I can't really hang out in such a private setting with people who think so little of me anyway. Anything good I could do is easily done better by Scarlet, so... yeah. Nothing good can be said about me. You don't keep a person like that around... I thought you both knew that by now.
    And don't bother replying to my choice with a rant or anything. I've blocked PMs for that purpose. And I hope neither of you make a scene, or else I'll have toPlease respect my choice and change the server PW. This isn't me leaving as per say... Just me choosing to give you both your privacy back. If I'm just limited to this site, I won't be a problem anymore I figure.
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