Prologue II: The Troubled Heiress
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Author's note: So with progress on this story grinding to a halt due to personal issues, sickness, etc, I'm just going to force this small chapter out. Who knows, maybe it'll get me in the mood to write again. Anyways, are you a reader of the previous incarnation of Land of the Roses and wondering if this chapter is worth the read? Well, rejoice! This one's entirely new!
Nearly five months after responding to a humanitarian crisis in the arctic, a young heiress prepares to resume her personal life and professional career.
May 13th
Cold Harbor, Kingdom of Glastonfell
"Come... now! Don't be... difficult!" a young woman grunted as she attempted to latch up an overburdened suitcase -- one that was at risk of exploding violently. "I don't have time to rearrange you, so just... close already!" she shouted as she jumped on top and wrestled with the clasps some more. With the suitcase finally closed, she glanced at her watch and let out a deep breath; in about 45 minutes, the train that would take her back home to the Kingdom of Lanark was scheduled to depart. After such a long time being away, she was happy that she was finally going home.
As she looked around, she realized that she was going to miss her home away from home, the regal and restored medieval Glenwoode Castle. She was surrounded on all sides by charming and rustic stone walls, a setting she'd fallen in love with. Lavish tapestries that featured the various heraldic sigils of Glastonfell's northern lowlands captivated her imagination almost every night she returned to the room. Most importantly, she would miss the warmth and the comfort, a stark contrast to the rest of Cold Harbor, a town oft-characterized by its rugged lifestyle and cold, long winters.
She pushed herself off of the bed and approached the luxurious black curtain that hung from the wall, and pushed it aside to see the town one last time. Her shoulders slumped downward; heavy snowfall obscured her vision and blanketed the balcony just outside of the window, dashing her hopes.
"I wish it would have stopped snowing by now..." she said with a heavy sigh. "I certainly needed some time away from everything, and the snow was beautiful at first, but this is just depressing..."
She wandered over to the mirror and began to braid her long, chestnut brown hair as she thought about the past six months of her life. Since the year began, she had been dedicating most of her time and energy to volunteering in the far-flung town of Cold Harbor, which had been brought to ruin by a devestating earthquake, and then demolished further by the following tsunami. Woefully unprepared to participate herself, she oversaw and directed the clearing of rubble and shattered ice in the immediate aftermath of the disaster. Eventually, she found herself helping to feed the needy and the poor in a charitable soup kitchen, and most recently, tutoring children who had no school to return to after the declaration of emergency had been lifted. Though much more work needed to be done to rebuild Cold Harbor, she felt she'd made a meaningful impact on the lives of those she helped, and that's what truly mattered to her.
Her recollections of her past deeds were interrupted as a heavy, hollow knock came from the ancient oaken door.
"Yes? Enter!" she called out.
The door opened and a stately older woman walked in. Her slender figure was framed in an ivy green pantsuit and accented with a crisp, frosty white blouse. She too had lengthy chestnut brown hair, but hers was tied into a tight bun, and a streak of grey ran from her forehead and into the bun along her left side. Though she appeared to be relaxed, a distant and dour gaze rested on her face.
"Oh! Mother! I didn't expect you. You usually don't knock."
Her mother's usually-dismal visage softened as their eyes met. "Look at you, my beautiful thing! You look so regal!"
"I do, don't I?" she said, twirling in front of the mirror. Her warm and cozy burgundy maxi dress fluttered about freely as she spun around carelessly. "This is what I wore when we visited with Queen Eithna of Dornoch in January, remember? She seemed to like it!"
"Ah, yes! That's right! I was so proud of you that day, in the way you handled yourself in her presence. You've come such a long way in these past few years. You used to be so timid and shy."
She returned to the mirror, grabbed the left side of her hair and started to twist it together into a complex Kalosian braid. "I think I have Nicole to thank for that."
"It pains me to, but I agree. That wretched scamp brought your best qualities forward."
"That 'wretched scamp' has been my best friend since we were little girls. I would appreciate it if you didn't casually insult her."
"Yes, yes, I shouldn't be so cruel... On the subject of admirable performances, the Valenzi Foundation has so much more work to do, and as such, you have a very busy schedule to look forward to when you return to Lanark. I have faith that your continued service to the foundation will be of the highest standard."
She paused for a moment and let go of her hair; the half-done braid untwisted as she stood like a statue, thinking about what she'd just heard. "...Continued service?"
Her mother handed over a leatherbound notebook. Emblazoned with 'Valenzi Foundation' in gaudy gold lettering and combined with her mother's wording, the book felt very heavy, and not in a physical sense.
She casually flipped through the pages. "... press event with Crown News Network about the relief effort ... gathering at Greenbriar Hall to secure additional funding for the foundation ... meeting with Lord Blackwell to discuss an extension on the foundation's tax waiver ..." Her expression hardened as she turned the page. "8 AM, May 22nd? How am I meant to manage all of this?"
"Does this schedule not work for you, dear?"
"No, it does not, and I very much do not appreciate you booking up my time with..." She flipped the page and read some more. "...sycophantic meetings. Narcissistic public appearances. Self-congratulatory conferences. Elitist social gatherings! All without my consent! Without consulting me first, and without taking into account what I already have scheduled."
"Oh... You seemed to be enjoying your work here. You pushed hard to be included as part of the relief mission, and you were diligent with the work you've done here. You went above and beyond what I expected of even our most dedicated assistants, so I assumed that you had finally made a decision on what you would be focusing on with your life."
She slammed the book shut and sighed angrily. "You assumed incorrectly. I did genuinely enjoy being a part of your foundation's mission here, but do you know why I really came here? Why I enjoyed this work so much, despite how heart-crushingly depressing it is out there? How utterly helpless the situation seems out there, despite our best efforts?"
Her mother tilted her head in a contentious manner, silent.
She held the book aloft and wiggled it gently. "I came here to... escape from all of this. It is quiet here. Peaceful. I don't have people staring at me, judging me, or holding me to excessive expectations. I don't have people assuming I'm just another member of the selfish wealthy elite, scheming about how I'll burn down an orphanage and make a profit off of it. There is no constant pressure to put 200% effort into every move I make. If I return to Visalia and act as if nothing has changed, that torment will return." She turned over the schedule book in her hands and offered it back. "I am sorry, mother, but this won't do. You'll have to find someone else for this. I have my own life to live, and I can't do that if you are making the decisions for me."
Her mother grabbed the schedule book and ran her finger down the leather cover; her head hung heavy with dejection and her eyebrows slanted upward. "I had no idea you were unhappy at home... What was troubling you that encouraged you to come all this way?"
"You... You really don't pay attention to me, do you..."
"Of course I pay attention to you! We have been working hard together for the past five months, have we not? Has there ever been a day where I did not address your needs?"
"No, you don't pay attention to me. Who I am, not the physical presence that stands in front of you... Your daughter, Kimberly Fairbrooke."
Her mother placed the schedule book on a nearby table and approached. She grabbed her daughter's hand and clasped it between hers. "I'm paying attention now. What is troubling you back at home?"
Kimberly wrestled her hand from her mother's grip and turned around to continue braiding her hair. "Unfortunately I don't have the time to explain the specifics right now, as my train is leaving shortly. All I can say is that... I'd recently gotten the feeling that people don't respect me as much as I'd assumed. Not the people around me, not my friends, not even my own family..." She turned around to address her mother again. "I know you'll be busy for the next few days, but if you're really interested... When you get back home, find my journal in my private study, it'll tell you all about these feelings. Speak to Petyr, as well." She paused. "I stress: my private study only. My journal in my bedroom is off limits."
"I am so sorry if I've made you feel disrespected, Kimberly..."
"Apology accepted. And I likewise apologize if I were a little fiery just now. It's just... I should be the one that's making the decisions that affect my life."
"I understand. I had a similar conversation with your grandmother, when I was your age..." her mother said with a nod. She grabbed the leatherbound schedule book and handed it over again. "Well! I dropped by to see you off and to give you this schedule. If you do change your mind and wish to participate in the organization's meetings and events, you are still welcome to."
Kimberly accepted the schedule book and let out a half-hearted laugh, then embraced her mother in a tight and loving hug.
"I'll see you in Visalia in a couple weeks then, love?"
"We'll see, mother."
"Good luck with your appearances in Aughrim!"
"Thank you."
As her mother took her leave, Kimberly looked at the schedule book, shook her head and returned it to the table her mother had grabbed it from. "I'm not sure if she listened to a single word I said..." A sigh followed; she returned to the bed and lifted not just one, but two bulky suitcases. "Whatever. I have a train to catch..."
Nearly five months after responding to a humanitarian crisis in the arctic, a young heiress prepares to resume her personal life and professional career.
May 13th
Cold Harbor, Kingdom of Glastonfell
"Come... now! Don't be... difficult!" a young woman grunted as she attempted to latch up an overburdened suitcase -- one that was at risk of exploding violently. "I don't have time to rearrange you, so just... close already!" she shouted as she jumped on top and wrestled with the clasps some more. With the suitcase finally closed, she glanced at her watch and let out a deep breath; in about 45 minutes, the train that would take her back home to the Kingdom of Lanark was scheduled to depart. After such a long time being away, she was happy that she was finally going home.
As she looked around, she realized that she was going to miss her home away from home, the regal and restored medieval Glenwoode Castle. She was surrounded on all sides by charming and rustic stone walls, a setting she'd fallen in love with. Lavish tapestries that featured the various heraldic sigils of Glastonfell's northern lowlands captivated her imagination almost every night she returned to the room. Most importantly, she would miss the warmth and the comfort, a stark contrast to the rest of Cold Harbor, a town oft-characterized by its rugged lifestyle and cold, long winters.
She pushed herself off of the bed and approached the luxurious black curtain that hung from the wall, and pushed it aside to see the town one last time. Her shoulders slumped downward; heavy snowfall obscured her vision and blanketed the balcony just outside of the window, dashing her hopes.
"I wish it would have stopped snowing by now..." she said with a heavy sigh. "I certainly needed some time away from everything, and the snow was beautiful at first, but this is just depressing..."
She wandered over to the mirror and began to braid her long, chestnut brown hair as she thought about the past six months of her life. Since the year began, she had been dedicating most of her time and energy to volunteering in the far-flung town of Cold Harbor, which had been brought to ruin by a devestating earthquake, and then demolished further by the following tsunami. Woefully unprepared to participate herself, she oversaw and directed the clearing of rubble and shattered ice in the immediate aftermath of the disaster. Eventually, she found herself helping to feed the needy and the poor in a charitable soup kitchen, and most recently, tutoring children who had no school to return to after the declaration of emergency had been lifted. Though much more work needed to be done to rebuild Cold Harbor, she felt she'd made a meaningful impact on the lives of those she helped, and that's what truly mattered to her.
Her recollections of her past deeds were interrupted as a heavy, hollow knock came from the ancient oaken door.
"Yes? Enter!" she called out.
The door opened and a stately older woman walked in. Her slender figure was framed in an ivy green pantsuit and accented with a crisp, frosty white blouse. She too had lengthy chestnut brown hair, but hers was tied into a tight bun, and a streak of grey ran from her forehead and into the bun along her left side. Though she appeared to be relaxed, a distant and dour gaze rested on her face.
"Oh! Mother! I didn't expect you. You usually don't knock."
Her mother's usually-dismal visage softened as their eyes met. "Look at you, my beautiful thing! You look so regal!"
"I do, don't I?" she said, twirling in front of the mirror. Her warm and cozy burgundy maxi dress fluttered about freely as she spun around carelessly. "This is what I wore when we visited with Queen Eithna of Dornoch in January, remember? She seemed to like it!"
"Ah, yes! That's right! I was so proud of you that day, in the way you handled yourself in her presence. You've come such a long way in these past few years. You used to be so timid and shy."
She returned to the mirror, grabbed the left side of her hair and started to twist it together into a complex Kalosian braid. "I think I have Nicole to thank for that."
"It pains me to, but I agree. That wretched scamp brought your best qualities forward."
"That 'wretched scamp' has been my best friend since we were little girls. I would appreciate it if you didn't casually insult her."
"Yes, yes, I shouldn't be so cruel... On the subject of admirable performances, the Valenzi Foundation has so much more work to do, and as such, you have a very busy schedule to look forward to when you return to Lanark. I have faith that your continued service to the foundation will be of the highest standard."
She paused for a moment and let go of her hair; the half-done braid untwisted as she stood like a statue, thinking about what she'd just heard. "...Continued service?"
Her mother handed over a leatherbound notebook. Emblazoned with 'Valenzi Foundation' in gaudy gold lettering and combined with her mother's wording, the book felt very heavy, and not in a physical sense.
She casually flipped through the pages. "... press event with Crown News Network about the relief effort ... gathering at Greenbriar Hall to secure additional funding for the foundation ... meeting with Lord Blackwell to discuss an extension on the foundation's tax waiver ..." Her expression hardened as she turned the page. "8 AM, May 22nd? How am I meant to manage all of this?"
"Does this schedule not work for you, dear?"
"No, it does not, and I very much do not appreciate you booking up my time with..." She flipped the page and read some more. "...sycophantic meetings. Narcissistic public appearances. Self-congratulatory conferences. Elitist social gatherings! All without my consent! Without consulting me first, and without taking into account what I already have scheduled."
"Oh... You seemed to be enjoying your work here. You pushed hard to be included as part of the relief mission, and you were diligent with the work you've done here. You went above and beyond what I expected of even our most dedicated assistants, so I assumed that you had finally made a decision on what you would be focusing on with your life."
She slammed the book shut and sighed angrily. "You assumed incorrectly. I did genuinely enjoy being a part of your foundation's mission here, but do you know why I really came here? Why I enjoyed this work so much, despite how heart-crushingly depressing it is out there? How utterly helpless the situation seems out there, despite our best efforts?"
Her mother tilted her head in a contentious manner, silent.
She held the book aloft and wiggled it gently. "I came here to... escape from all of this. It is quiet here. Peaceful. I don't have people staring at me, judging me, or holding me to excessive expectations. I don't have people assuming I'm just another member of the selfish wealthy elite, scheming about how I'll burn down an orphanage and make a profit off of it. There is no constant pressure to put 200% effort into every move I make. If I return to Visalia and act as if nothing has changed, that torment will return." She turned over the schedule book in her hands and offered it back. "I am sorry, mother, but this won't do. You'll have to find someone else for this. I have my own life to live, and I can't do that if you are making the decisions for me."
Her mother grabbed the schedule book and ran her finger down the leather cover; her head hung heavy with dejection and her eyebrows slanted upward. "I had no idea you were unhappy at home... What was troubling you that encouraged you to come all this way?"
"You... You really don't pay attention to me, do you..."
"Of course I pay attention to you! We have been working hard together for the past five months, have we not? Has there ever been a day where I did not address your needs?"
"No, you don't pay attention to me. Who I am, not the physical presence that stands in front of you... Your daughter, Kimberly Fairbrooke."
Her mother placed the schedule book on a nearby table and approached. She grabbed her daughter's hand and clasped it between hers. "I'm paying attention now. What is troubling you back at home?"
Kimberly wrestled her hand from her mother's grip and turned around to continue braiding her hair. "Unfortunately I don't have the time to explain the specifics right now, as my train is leaving shortly. All I can say is that... I'd recently gotten the feeling that people don't respect me as much as I'd assumed. Not the people around me, not my friends, not even my own family..." She turned around to address her mother again. "I know you'll be busy for the next few days, but if you're really interested... When you get back home, find my journal in my private study, it'll tell you all about these feelings. Speak to Petyr, as well." She paused. "I stress: my private study only. My journal in my bedroom is off limits."
"I am so sorry if I've made you feel disrespected, Kimberly..."
"Apology accepted. And I likewise apologize if I were a little fiery just now. It's just... I should be the one that's making the decisions that affect my life."
"I understand. I had a similar conversation with your grandmother, when I was your age..." her mother said with a nod. She grabbed the leatherbound schedule book and handed it over again. "Well! I dropped by to see you off and to give you this schedule. If you do change your mind and wish to participate in the organization's meetings and events, you are still welcome to."
Kimberly accepted the schedule book and let out a half-hearted laugh, then embraced her mother in a tight and loving hug.
"I'll see you in Visalia in a couple weeks then, love?"
"We'll see, mother."
"Good luck with your appearances in Aughrim!"
"Thank you."
As her mother took her leave, Kimberly looked at the schedule book, shook her head and returned it to the table her mother had grabbed it from. "I'm not sure if she listened to a single word I said..." A sigh followed; she returned to the bed and lifted not just one, but two bulky suitcases. "Whatever. I have a train to catch..."