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Mari's Chaos Dimension (The Everything Blog)

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Blog #2! I can already tell this might be a problem if not managed well. While my first blog, Applin a Plenty is meant for ideas and building upon them, this is more of a general blog for basically whatever I want to talk about, ideas or not. This is perfect for AMAs and other cool questions!

anyways lets hope this wasn't a mistake... internal screaming begins
 

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I was wondering if you were gonna make one of these, but I knew you had your ideas blog, so...you know.
But welcome!!

Hm~, dunno what to ask..

Uh, maybe--what's your favorite thing to bake/make?
 

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Definitely pumpkin pie, my grandma taught me how to make it so it holds a lot of memories.
 

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Im exhausted X{

I’ve been running around my room all day for exercise and now I think I’ve lost muscle mass instead of gaining it. I feel like a pool noodle, bleh

In other news, I need help deciding between fairy or ghost type Pokémon. It may or may not be important for the future ; )

I’ve also been really loving this song!

I’ll probably write later after I’m not so tired
 

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* s a m e p e r s o n * x 70
I swear this is getting a bit ridiculous. Next thing I know this will turn into an anime plot and we'll be fighting aliens or some type of monster of the week lol.

If I don't get a magical girl transformation I'm suing...
 

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Im exhausted X{

I’ve been running around my room all day for exercise and now I think I’ve lost muscle mass instead of gaining it. I feel like a pool noodle, bleh
Excersize is terrible but is needed I guess...making it into a "not chore" (like tennis!) is how I get through it. But I end up running in PE just because I have to.
In other news, I need help deciding between fairy or ghost type Pokémon. It may or may not be important for the future ; )
...why not both!? I like both, I guess, but ghost is better IMO??
I’ve also been really loving this song!

That's a cute one!
Probably not the lowest point but this is the first thread I thought of.

So today ended terribly. My mother had another big talk with me. She cried and told me how much she doesn’t like herself and what she has done and it turned into a big session of crying between the both of us.

She talked about her want for me to get confirmation in the church and how she wishes there was a deeper connection between us. she makes me feel like it’s all my fault, even if she doesn’t intend for it to. She also talked about how I don’t talk about my emotions, which is true for the most part due to the fact I don’t want to upset her, and how she feels bad when I don’t explain them.

I just want her to know that it’s okay, to stop blaming herself for everything and putting a lot of her stuff on me. I want to be a good kid for her, if that means getting confirmed in the church when I don’t want to I might just do it to make her happy.

However, there’s also this part of me that I don’t like, a part that blames her for a lot of stuff and makes me just want to leave the apartment as soon as possible. I’m just really unsure of what to do at this point. My mom isn’t a villain, she is human.

So yeah, tldr today and the past few months (maybe a year? I don’t really keep count that much) have been a low point, but I’m trying to keep hope that maybe one day things between my mom get better. Sorry for venting, it isn’t really my strong suit (; • ~ •)
Also as for this, I've gone through something similar? When I 'came out' (stupid that I'd have to come out about something like that) as not being Mormon to my mom, lots of stuff happened. Luckily she was mostly ok?? with it as long as I still went to church. My dad knows and treats things as they're literally the same...ugh. And I still have to the out-of-church-activities. And you guessed it I still have to do ceremonial/ritual stuff like you (don't really know about Catholicism honestly but I assume that confirmation is like that). So it sucks but for the sake of keeping up appearances it's not that bad??
I get not really talking about stuff, I guess I keep things bottled up. And I guess that also includes stuff about what I want to look like and want to do, but I'm getting better I suppose (came out as bi to her a few weeks ago)...
Once I'm in Japan for college I'll be far far away from the influence of Mormonism. But I do think things will get better, hopefully.
If you feel like it'll help your relationships I do think it's your call. If you can like resign your membership or not go to church once you're older I guess that would be better right?

I do hope things get better. Things honestly definitely have for me, I can say that.
I swear this is getting a bit ridiculous. Next thing I know this will turn into an anime plot and we'll be fighting aliens or some type of monster of the week lol.

If I don't get a magical girl transformation I'm suing...
Agreed. It's because I was brought up with pop punk, and I also branched out into other genres (math rock, midwest emo, etcetc). And my mom appreciates most of those. Kinda nice I guess.

Hmmm I need a fun transformation too...maybe it's good to think about, just in case lol
 

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And you guessed it I still have to do ceremonial/ritual stuff like you (don't really know about Catholicism honestly but I assume that confirmation is like that). So it sucks but for the sake of keeping up appearances it's not that bad??
Catholic confirmation involves going to classes to learn more about God and stuff. After that you choose a saint name, probably receive some sacraments and then its over for the most part as far as I know. My mom really wants me to go to catholic school and a youth group outside of church too. I know its easy sounding but I really just can't do it. It's probably way easier than Mormon conformation, from what little knowledge I've learned about it from being on the internet. I'm really sorry about your situation, I know how hard it is when people don't acknowledge your choices and choose to treat you a certain way because of it.

Here's a cheers to going to Japan, I'll be rooting for you so you can get there!

Agreed. It's because I was brought up with pop punk, and I also branched out into other genres (math rock, midwest emo, etcetc). And my mom appreciates most of those. Kinda nice I guess.
hehehe I am the midwest emo! Though there aren't a lot of bands in my state, traveling to concerts would be easier if I could ever convince my mom to take me to one. I remember finding this really good math rock playlist on youtube once, it was the one with the cartoon cat with the yellow background if you've listened to it. I was mostly brought up with kidz bop versions of pop punk, but since I was a rebel even at 10, I would look for their original versions online. And thus pop punk mari was born.

Hmmm I need a fun transformation too...maybe it's good to think about, just in case lol
lmao, just as long as it isn't kyubey (the weird cat thing from madoka magica) giving us the magical powers I'm cool with anything
 

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So fun fact, I forgot to buy Legends Arceus and I have seen end-game spoilers. Now I'm wondering if it's even going to be possible for me to complete the story when I already know the ending to it. That's a weird thing about me, if I know the story's end before reading or playing it, I'm less likely to finish.

Also, did you know that you can replace sephiroth with arceus in sephiroth's theme, and it'll sound like something from a Pokémon movie?

Anyways woohoo I survived to the weekend! I'm tempted to just be lazy and watch anime all day, or if I should go to best buy and get arceus.
 

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So fun fact, I forgot to buy Legends Arceus and I have seen end-game spoilers. Now I'm wondering if it's even going to be possible for me to complete the story when I already know the ending to it. That's a weird thing about me, if I know the story's end before reading or playing it, I'm less likely to finish.

Also, did you know that you can replace sephiroth with arceus in sephiroth's theme, and it'll sound like something from a Pokémon movie?

Anyways woohoo I survived to the weekend! I'm tempted to just be lazy and watch anime all day, or if I should go to best buy and get arceus.
I haven't started Arceus yet because I can't decide which starter I want, but my little siblings both like it. So uh, you can have an endorsement from a ten- and an eight-year-old as a point in favor of you getting the game.
Yeah, I totally get not caring as much once you know the ending of a story; I know other people who are the same way and I am when it comes to writing stories, if I plot things out I stop wanting to actually write it. Strangely enough not when it comes to experiencing other peoples stories though, usually if I get spoiled about something late game I end up curious as to how the story gets there... But yeah, I can definitely understand the feeling of "well, this is how it ends, what's the point of the in between then?". It definitely doesn't strike me as a weird thing, a lot of people tend to be antispoiler.

What anime are you planning to watch if you don't get the game?
 

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So fun fact, I forgot to buy Legends Arceus and I have seen end-game spoilers. Now I'm wondering if it's even going to be possible for me to complete the story when I already know the ending to it. That's a weird thing about me, if I know the story's end before reading or playing it, I'm less likely to finish.

Also, did you know that you can replace sephiroth with arceus in sephiroth's theme, and it'll sound like something from a Pokémon movie?

Anyways woohoo I survived to the weekend! I'm tempted to just be lazy and watch anime all day, or if I should go to best buy and get arceus.
Arceus is worth it IMO, I have like over 30 hours and I've loved it. Except for the Volo battle, which is hell :/
 

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3/10, but I guess the number will increase soon, as you seem to be quite open about yourself.
Sorry for dragging you here but this is very true lmao, it's become a problem before so I'm trying to reign back a little. I try to be careful, its just that my brain doesn't have limits when it comes to sharing personal information in places I think are safe and make me comfortable. Probably because I am online almost all the time. It just feels like IRL now which I want to make clear, probably isn't a good thing.

Anyways, back to hiding in an apple
 

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Ok but if we were alts that'd be kinda hilarious in a way ww, but it's definitely different timelines or something
It's so weird, I wonder what we don't have in common now. My first guess is that you're more athletic than I am, seeing as how you play a sport and I don't
 

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It's so weird, I wonder what we don't have in common now. My first guess is that you're more athletic than I am, seeing as how you play a sport and I don't
Actually don't answer this, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be asking for information, it isn't appropriate seeing as how this is a public forum and you barely know me.

This is a common problem with me tbh, I still have a hard time with internet etiquette when it comes to information.
 

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Actually don't answer this, I'm sorry. I shouldn't be asking for information, it isn't appropriate seeing as how this is a public forum and you barely know me.

This is a common problem with me tbh, I still have a hard time with internet etiquette when it comes to information.
I'm similar in that I'm relatively open about myself--really only here because I know a lot of the people pretty well.
Honestly my mindset is that as long as I'm not posting pictures of myself, giving out addresses, or doing anything sketchy/stupid I know I'll very likely be OK. It might be a little stupid, but I am confident that it'll be OK www. So don't worry, I guess? But do what you think is good for yourself!! That's the most important thing.
and if you wanted to know, here's the answer ww
It's so weird, I wonder what we don't have in common now. My first guess is that you're more athletic than I am, seeing as how you play a sport and I don't
Mm yeah that's sorta true. I used to play A LOT when I was a kid but gradually stopped. Then I picked up tennis and love it!! So, maybe? I hate running but I force myself to do it in order to stay healthy...
 
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ho ho ho, you thought this was a random blog post but it was me, Mari!

I am currently thinking about what the heck I should do with my life, and its leaving me kind of down. Like, I feel like I'm running out of time before life kicks my ass. I want to do a lot of things, but I've been thinking about youtube for some reason. I do want to create things though and show them to others, I just am kind of afraid of the outcome. I don't want a hobby to become a responsibility too quickly I guess.

Welp too bad anxiety, I'm doing it anyways.

So I guess I'll be posting in real time the process of me trying to create a good video, if you want to say anything don't be afraid too, I (1) still haven't started yet and (2) don't mind replying to stuff while I work.
 

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ho ho ho, you thought this was a random blog post but it was me, Mari!

I am currently thinking about what the heck I should do with my life, and its leaving me kind of down. Like, I feel like I'm running out of time before life kicks my ass. I want to do a lot of things, but I've been thinking about youtube for some reason. I do want to create things though and show them to others, I just am kind of afraid of the outcome. I don't want a hobby to become a responsibility too quickly I guess.
Yesssss chase your dreams dude!!! Posting even periodically on a YT channel is SUPER fun!!
Welp too bad anxiety, I'm doing it anyways.

So I guess I'll be posting in real time the process of me trying to create a good video, if you want to say anything don't be afraid too, I (1) still haven't started yet and (2) don't mind replying to stuff while I work.
Nice, good luck!!!!
 

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I now summon @takoyaki!!!
never asked you, but what's your avatar from? it's nice!
It's from the mobile game Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage of the character Nene from this card! The game is kind of like bandori gameplay wise, and it's also a gatcha. I don't play it too often, but I do like the characters
 

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I now summon @takoyaki!!!

It's from the mobile game Hatsune Miku: Colorful Stage of the character Nene from this card! The game is kind of like bandori gameplay wise, and it's also a gatcha. I don't play it too often, but I do like the characters
So uhhhh did I ever tell you that I play that game (and bandori) also? (I'm not even surprised that we both do at this point lmao, it's just a regular thing) I have them on my Switch because of Switchroot Android. Haven't done any of the story though.....
Also we were in the library (my friend and I) before school today and I played senbonzakura on hard for him because he wanted me to clear it. I thought I was gonna be late for class, the bell rang in the middle of me playing it...

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So uhhhh did I ever tell you that I play that game (and bandori) also?
You have not, but either way I am rage quitting as we speak. I am both thanking and cursing arceus right now because we are too similar for this too be funny anymore but it still is for some reason.

Another thing! I grew up in Washington, I moved away though sometime around 2009 to 2010-ish. This is getting to anime levels of absurdity...

I mostly play Colorful Stage and Bandori for the visual novel elements, because at least in my experience mobile rhythm game are hard. I am getting better though!
 
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