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- Sep 10, 2019
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How was your day today!? Ik you were tired lol~
How was your day today!? Ik you were tired lol~
I wrote some stuff
Average days DO have the potential to be absolutely amazing, and I'm glad it was that for you :)slept, did some school work. It was really average, but otherwise I'd say today was amazing!
Well, if I had to sum it up it would be that, well, marine animals are just really cool! From whales to crustaceans, its so cool to see how diverse the animals are there and how they have adapted over time. And there is so much we don't know about he ocean either!what about marine biology interests you!?
Good question! ...do what you want? both are awesome, and since we are good friends I don't mind you using it!!Thank you so much tako! (btw, do you prefer tako or lisia more?)
You're VERY not alone, so...you got this!! You'll do greattttt~I really hope I'll be happier. I already kind of am, knowing that I am not alone in my experience.
Makes sense!! The ocean is deep and scary...but to some that's a cool thing!!Well, if I had to sum it up it would be that, well, marine animals are just really cool! From whales to crustaceans, its so cool to see how diverse the animals are there and how they have adapted over time. And there is so much we don't know about he ocean either!
I know you shouldn’t burn the candle at both ends so to speak, but you could always try marine biology while doing translations remotely and see how you feel! I have a friend who does translations for visual novels and the like and she does it all here in the US, so it’s definitely an option.Maybe! I'm still looking into careers, I either want to be a translator in japan or a marine biologist in america. It's still hard to choose currently
I'll try that out, that seems really interesting!I know you shouldn’t burn the candle at both ends so to speak, but you could always try marine biology while doing translations remotely and see how you feel! I have a friend who does translations for visual novels and the like and she does it all here in the US, so it’s definitely an option.
Thank you! My mind if filled with morty right now and I cannot stop it lmaoAND MORTY LOVE!! A gorgeous layout ♡
this is a normal fear!! back before i lost contact with mine, i kinda had that fear, and the worst did end up happening. but, thanks to some good stuff happening, we're back together again, and honestly...i guess it all worked out despite the major pain i felt because of that. mari, i won't let you go, dude. like, as long as you wanna be friends, i'll make sure i stay friends with you!!a teensy weensy little vent, I don't think I need to tag for it but proceed with caution since it lightly mentions a little bit of my trauma.
So lately I've been really feeling alone. I know that I have friends, but I wouldn't say that I have a mutual best friend. I feel like I'm complaining, but just due to my trauma and lack of social awareness sometimes, it's really hard for me to keep friends both offline and online. I'm worried that I'll lose the friends I've made, or just be alone forever. I don't really know how to open up about these feelings without making people uncomfortable, so I am sorry if I am.
I understand this too! The process of making friends with others is very strange, it just kinda tends to happen! You never know when or why it happens, but someday, you will get even more friends! I don't even know how it happens, just in daily interactions and that kinda thing something cool metamorphizes within certain people to form a connection! You're not gonna be alone forever!! You have your friends here, and you're gonna have the best summer ever!!I know I keep on saying this, but how do people make friends? Will I just be alone forever? Am I going to descend into a philosophical mess again?
Please don't ever think that the way you feel is bad, it's your feelings, even if they are positive or negative. Feeling alone is just maybe something that happens sometimes, and like all things it'll pass. Just try to hang out :)Sorry again for complaining if I am, I know I probably shouldn't be feeling this way. I do have friends, and my family loves me. So why do I keep on feeling so alone?
This reminds me, I was talking about you to my best friend lol!! Just about how you're really nice and stuff~Okay vent over, you are all now safe.
talk every day for a long while
stuff happens, you aren't online
they don't want you anymore?
You're completely right to be honest, this has been happening for a while, since I was around 13 I think? I won't go into detail, but I'll just say that loneliness will make you look past red flags a lot of the time.I think it sounds like you've been in all the wrong places.