Mari's Chaos Dimension (The Everything Blog)

[ConfectionerMari]

Dabs into existence

ho ho ho, you thought this was a random blog post but it was me, Mari!

I am currently thinking about what the heck I should do with my life, and its leaving me kind of down. Like, I feel like I'm running out of time before life kicks my ass. I want to do a lot of things, but I've been thinking about youtube for some reason. I do want to create things though and show them to others, I just am kind of afraid of the outcome. I don't want a hobby to become a responsibility too quickly I guess.

Welp too bad anxiety, I'm doing it anyways.

So I guess I'll be posting in real time the process of me trying to create a good video, if you want to say anything don't be afraid too, I (1) still haven't started yet and (2) don't mind replying to stuff while I work.

 

[ConfectionerMari]

Art by のどり on pixiv

Pokémon of the month: Dreepy!

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It's may, everyday we're getting closer to summer. I've been planning to make a summer worth remembering, like the kind you see in slice of life anime. I'm really excited for it, I already am starting to plan stuff! Though I worry sometimes that I won't be able to achieve it due to all the catching up I have to do in school.

It's weird to say, but I am thinking about going to public school again. It causes my anxiety to spike even now. But honestly, it will probably be worth it due the fact I am in great need of support to help me catch up in high school. That and I am really lacking in the irl friends department right now lol.

I've been listening to some playlists Lisia recommended to me a while back, and honestly it's kind of what I need right now? A very upbeat kind of punk/rock to keep me going. I really want to make this summer count, so I'm going to try my best!!

My mom is also getting a surgery this Wednesday on one of her knees, so if I'm a bit inactive during this month that just means I'm taking care of her.

Peace~!
-Mari​