MATURE: Random stuff I wrote

[RavenRaziel98]

Written: Thursday, 19th of January 2023
Rating: Everyone

Note: This one is referring to the battle between Kazuma Kiryu and Ryuji Goda (Yakuza 2/Yakuza Kiwami 2)

On top of the mountain that rises within the kingdom, the two dragons collide;
One of them wants to conquer, driven by his hunger for power;
The other one wants to protect what's dear to him, having the heart at the right place;
Together they would become unstoppable, but fate planned for them to become enemies;
Staring at each other, they see the fire burning in the eyes of their opponent;
Their wild roars cut through the silence of the night as they dig their claws in each other, fighting the fierce battle that only one of them will survive;
It's their destiny to use their fangs against one of their own;
No matter which one of them is victorious, as this battle will not have a winner;
When the blood of the dragons gets shed among the dancing snowflakes...

 

[RavenRaziel98]

Written: Tuesday, 14th of February 2023
Rating: Everyone

Note: Listened to this while writing


I've always known that I'm not like the others;
Not one of them;
An outcast who's frowned upon whenever they show up;
The precise scars on my limbs are like witnesses of my story;
Surreal, like some kinda twisted fairy tale with a fucked up moral;
Memories that won't stop haunting me;
The way I'm looked at by others;
How they run their mouths behind my back;
Out of place like a hairless chimpanzee;
Doomed to wander among them;
Can't run away from it;
Can't run away from myself;
I deserve it for existing;
The failure I am is what bonds them;
Being the one the can look down on is what unites them;
Intoxicating myself keeps me hanging on;
Yet I don't know if it breaks me or makes me grow stronger;
Not like it makes a difference;
Hear their whispers, hear their laughter;
Feel the fingers pointing at me;
Excluded from society;
It's what I am, always be and always have been;
Just a tasteless bad joke made by nature;
A freak dressed in skin...

 

[RavenRaziel98]

Written: Thursday, 24th of August 2023
Rating: Teen/Mature

Contains actions of self-harming nature

Dirty concrete walls staring at me;
A roof made of bars;
Out of reach, just like the sun and the moon, whose light barely manages to reach me;
The air I'm breathing tastes moldy and rotten;
I'm thirsty but can't take the feeling of the liquid of life;
It burns like acid;
I'm hungry but can't eat, as even the finest meal tastes like shit;
I wanna express my despair in long, howling screams, from the depths of my lungs, the depths of my heart, the abyss of my soul, but my voice remains unheard;
I cut myself again and again, deeper and faster without remorse, but no matter how much of my blood I spill, it just turns into a crust on the floor as my body keeps living on;
The mercy of salvation, the right to find peace, the ability to die - it has been taken away from me;
A slave of my distorted mind for the rest of eternity;
Locked up and forgotten, in this nightmare of insanity;
Hell can be so simple;
No eternal fire, or demons or all that shit;
Just a hole in the ground, covered by bars, keeping you trapped at the bottom without a way out as the room keeps smothering you;
I don't believe in God, but I believe in hell;
Hell is real;
I know that, because I'm there...