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With a busted up database
I'm losing the chase
But I'll say "Hello", again
"Hello!" and turn to face the sun
ᴴᵉˡˡᵒ˒ ᴬᵍᵃᶤᶰ ᵇʸ ᶜᶤʳᶜᵘˢᴾ
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▽ Just who have I become? ▽
I took my sleeping pills too late again so my goal of getting off demon time is far from over...
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I've become a ghost of me
Haunted by anxiety
Everybody knows
And everybody knows,
It's made a host of me
A living cemetеry
ᴱᵛᵉʳʸᵇᵒᵈʸ ᴷᶰᵒʷˢ ᵇʸ ᴺᶤᵍʰᵗᶜˡᵘᵇ
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I should really stop avoiding talking in my own space... lol.
This entry feels kinda awkward, both...
And I hope you were able to find some comforts too since this last post, Baku! That thing you mentioned, going for my ambitions on pleasant terms… it’s definitely something I’m working on. Finding energy is also my big hurdle too, something like “the mind yearns but the flesh cannot”, because...
uggghhHHH I wanna make one more proper entry before new years, but I’ve been functioning at like. 12% capacity since getting to my parents’ house. Maybe it’s how sleepy this town is, maybe it’s the cold I’m not used to, maybe I’m just actually narcoleptic and still avoiding diagnosis or in...
This may just be my self conscience speaking, but I wonder if I should make a blog for headcanons and writing and the like like everyone else! They seem fun! I was going to just use threadmarks as organization and use this blog as a ‘catch all’ between that and personal life… But I wonder if my...
If you put a drop of white paint on black and mix it together, you'll end up with a new color, but if you drop black into white, it will never return to being white... hmmm... Good fanfic potential with how that works, huh...
Been feeling insecure today, so I just wanted to say I hope the wordiness of my blog doesn’t scare people away!! LOL I wanted to share more headcanons soon because I felt a bit motivated perusing other areas of the forum, but I’m always a little shy about them, so today is just not the day… It’s...
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Paranoia,
Religion,
and the curious case of the girl who draws
the Subway Masters from Pokemon B&W
(among other things)
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Another proper entry! Apologies, no song this time, I couldn’t really pick one and I’ve been listening to my classical playlists lately...
I'm really happy you remember!! As far as I'm aware, my headcanons aren't quite common at all... I really only interact with fandoms in JP spaces so I could be wrong, but if I'm being honest I still think my interpretation is pretty far removed, as I've only ever seen others portray them as pure...
That rings true even now… LOL. Unfortunately been up due to my mania this time, what a world. Gonna try and sleep again but I may het up and get back to work!!
Awww I’d LOVE to see your puppy sometime!! A few months ago my aunt and I took care of a stray kitten and she was the cutest little...
Smallest update, my RLS has been really bad today so I didn't achieve anything I wanted to uwaa. But my silly little Deoxys plush arrived today! Been toting him around because he's sooo huggable and like a weighted blanket, it's helping me a lot.
I don't want to turn this into a rant or...
Mr. White I don't feel like myself rn. (THIS FEELS REALLY WEIRD BUT IM GONNA COMMIT FOR THE LOVE OF THE GAME)
LMAOOOOO anyways.
I use good ol' BSL for my shaders! As for the mods... It's quite a lot of them! It's a modpack I made myself based on stuff I wanted and friend recs. I'd have to pass...
Hurricane is passing through, I've been binging minecraft a lot lately. it's a place of zen for me lately. I love love love building things. Trying to be good about taking my meds again but they make me really nauseated sometimes waaaa. Pokemon Go Fest made me so tired!!! (i built a gazebo, i...
I genuinely recommend it! I also recommend the Netflix series. It isn’t as “philosophical” and profound as Stand Alone Complex, but it’s still really refreshing and easy to get into. (I’ve even told some friends new to the series, it’s easier to digest to start with). The original movie is also...
Do androids dream of electric sheep?
Or something like that. Have you ever watched the anime Ghost in the Shell? It’s one of my favorites for sure, among others like it, such as Nier:Automata. I have this strange fondness for anime and media that discuss the thin line between what constitutes...
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Taking off, the world beneath us
Strong under pressure
We’ll make it together
Our universe will change
ᴱˢᶜᵃᵖᶤᶰᵍ ᴳʳᵃᵛᶤᵗʸ ᵇʸ ᵀʰᵉᶠᵃᵗᴿᵃᵗ
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Dusts off this little place. Long time no post! Sorry about that. I don't really have an excuse, other than I just got...
Not my proudest post lmaooo. I forgot to mention in the entry, but on the bright side, you will maybe see more spontaneous art streams from me while I put my nose to the grindstone because having observers helps me focus. ((<<<probably habit from school)) Also tldr forgot to mention just talking...
I am the world's SICKEST woman. sorry no song recommendation for this entry I am so, so so unbelievably tired. Just imagine I put one ok. (Listen to the collab between Ed sheeran and bmth, it bangs.)
To make things super short! I am OK (physically). I was finishing up some busy things that kept...
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