Yu Narukami
Seeker Of Truth
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Been doing a lot of pondering lately. Despite how "great" my lifes been,me finally getting out of high school and all..sometimes I feel..a bit hollow,like im just putting on a smile to hide my troubles.
What's it like to feel loved? I don't mean what does it feel like to be in love with someone - that I know. I'm asking for what makes you feel loved by someone else?I was asked recently about what made me feel loved in the past, and... I couldn't come up with anything.*Maybe I've never been loved; maybe I just never FELT like I was loved. That notion sort of..lingered after a while. The many people who have said those words to me have either,left me behind,or have been chased away due to my own faults; making me feel like it's just something meaningless that people say, or that the people who have said it and didn't mean it. But there must be something to it, because people with love in their lives seem to have a confidence..and feeling of security that comes from knowing that they're loved - something I can honestly say I haven't had for..a very long time.
What's it like to feel loved? I don't mean what does it feel like to be in love with someone - that I know. I'm asking for what makes you feel loved by someone else?I was asked recently about what made me feel loved in the past, and... I couldn't come up with anything.*Maybe I've never been loved; maybe I just never FELT like I was loved. That notion sort of..lingered after a while. The many people who have said those words to me have either,left me behind,or have been chased away due to my own faults; making me feel like it's just something meaningless that people say, or that the people who have said it and didn't mean it. But there must be something to it, because people with love in their lives seem to have a confidence..and feeling of security that comes from knowing that they're loved - something I can honestly say I haven't had for..a very long time.